Maybe...

Maybe it’s because its 2am and I am awake, or maybe its because I had a rough day today.

My day started like normal, but I had left work early to deal with what I thought was a small issue with the water heater, a little leak some where. Turns out yeah, its a leak - but the water heater is 17 years old. That’s okay, I have the home warranty so they cover the new water heater, however they do not cover the code updates which are required. Not a big deal - I guess its just one of those things you deal with now and then as a home owner.

I cant keep on top of my class right now, usually things just come to me pretty easy and the work is easy for me. I have had so much going on at work (new job with greater responsibilities = 1/31 getting a lot of tax things done.. had me stressing.. but that’s a longer story) and trying to eat right and things, I just feel like I cant get a hold of it.

Yeah, on to the eating. I was doing very well, until I reached "very stressed" and just dropped it. I had intended on picking it up Monday, but when I had to leave work early I just tossed it to the side again. I wish that it was a no brainer for me, something I didn’t have to think about all the time, something that was just a part of me.

Its just one of those times when ya feel like theres alot going on at once and how can you focuss your attention to one. To top that off, I actually have this kitty on my mind that needs a home, I keep trying to kick her out of my mind so far it hasn’t worked. I am hoping she finds a loving home soon, but will keep her in my mind.

Maybe this just a part of growing and life. Some days are harder, some days are easy. Some days are full of love and friends and some are lonely. What I have learned, no matter what it always turns out okay and I am always fine! =)