Tangible End..

Well, today was the official tangible end of the "Forever" relationship. Stuff was exchanged via my garage while I was at work. I know, its been almost a year now and it was time.

The intent was for him to get his things since I had some valuable items of his. The result was that he left a box of my stuff in the garage for me, even though I had expressed immediately after the break-up and also a few more times, that I didn't want the things back.

I didn't want my items back due to what the box of items represented. (If you know me or the situation you most likely know what I mean) I had hoped to not have the last imagine in my mind be the box and the stuff inside.

Everyone has different views, but mine is that I am sad that he and I don't have any type of email or whatever friendship that allows us to stay in some sort of contact. It's hard to spend 10 years with someone and then act as if they have died. I know I am more of a sentimental person then most, so I accept that most people are okay with it and that my views are somewhat out there.

Anyhow, to anyone reading - I hope you express to your loved ones how much you love them on a regular basis, and I hope that you never sacrifice anything about yourself to make someone else happy.